How it all started for me

I wasn't born with this skill. I had to learn it from scratch. (Or maybe I learned it in previous lives and now I just relearned it?)
I think of myself as a very spiritual person. When I was 16 or 17 I made a very serious decision, to dedicate this life to spiritual growth. I had a lot of experience in improving myself before I started reprogramming my mind.

In early 2013 I came up with a rather crude technique to get rid of a part of myself that I didn't like (I don't remember what it was). I imagined grasping with my fist this thing inside of me. Simultaneously I tried to relax any tension around this thing. Then I imagined tearing it away with my hand.
Looking back I see, that it was a very brutal and invasive way. I don't recommend it to anybody, because for the rest of the day I had to rest and heal. I couldn't do anything productive and I didn't feel very well until I regenerated. At least it worked.
This technique evolved over time. I was doing it in a less invasive way and with more precision. After some time I made an observation, that my mind behaves like it was made of programs. But it took me many months, to get to the final conclusion: "OK, I'm pretty sure, that my mind is made of programs.".

It was difficult for me to really accept this discovery. I know many people talk about reprogramming the subconscious mind. But they don't really mean it the way I do. They don't describe actual algorithms. I think, that they can't just look into their own source code and edit it like I can.

It took me many experiments to accept the nature of my mind. I observed some programs in my mind, planned some patches, some changes. I tried to predict the outcome and then applied those changes. As incredible as it was to me at that time, my mind behaved according to my predictions. It really worked. My mind behaved according to those algorithms. So finally I accepted the fact, that my mind is made of algorithms.

I've been seriously practicing reprogramming my mind for at least 5 years now, and it became second nature to me. It's a difficult post for me to write because I start to forget what it was like before.
I remember that in the beginning, every time I came across some psychological issues, I reacted "normally". I felt discomfort, I was irritated, I was looking for solutions in a normal, human way. Then I had to remind myself: "Oh, there must be some bug in my programs.". Then I had to switch to "edit mode", look into my source code, find those bugs and fix them.

Now I don't even need to go into the "edit mode". Making adjustments to my programs comes so naturally to me, that I don't even have to think about it.
I also completely changed my inner perspective. I no longer try to analyze human behavior in a normal way, I only see it from a perspective of mind programs. I completely moved away from the old mental structures, into the new ones, which are based on the understanding of mind programs.
That's why it has become difficult for me to relate to other people, and it's difficult for me to share my experiences.